New Age (HOPE)

There is some new hope in my heart. I don't know why, but for the first time I feel like I might be able to pass biology in october (prayers wanted). I don't abolutely dread studying biology every single day anymore. I know that this will end in two and a half weeks and I will be able to move on. Which means that I will go back to my apartment. I really miss the privacy and the quiet there. Here it is always loud. Somebody is constantly entering my room without knocking. But most of all I miss Henny. I miss to just talk for hours and hours. I miss getting hugs and kisses. I miss waking up beside him....sometimes I even miss the chaos:). I hope this all works out. Like I said I believe we are meant to be together (forever). This afternoon we will go to a very nice indoor pool (summer is ofically over). I look forward to that and I will try really hard to focus on the positive things. I will NOT scold him for everything he does wrong (Im not his mom). I will make it a great day.

The vacation I had planned with three of my friends is not going to happen :(. The two girls cannot come and Im not going on a vacation with a guy alone. This does not feel right as long as I have a boyfriend.

Hope you have a great day!
Smile!

Greek dinner

Yesterday I went out for dinner with Henny. We went to a lovely greek place and got one meal free beacuse of the coupons we have (should have gotton both meals free because of the money Greece coasts Europe right now :)). I enjoyed the evening very much. We got to talk a lot and even cuddle a bit. Henny is very worried about the future and afraid of the girl he kissed since she stalks him. She sends him letters and other stuff and threatens me on fb. I wish she just left us alone!
Henny is very sad to be alone in the flat but we both know its for the best. I miss my flat as well..... and my gym and my flowers. I look forward to going back.
My days are mostly spend working on biology and this won't cahnge until the seventh of october. Please pray that I don't fail. I never failed so far but Im always scared of it.
Maybe Henny and I will go on a vacation then. Which would be awesome since I miss the sun already.Originally I wanted to go with two of my friends. But one of them cannot get off at work and the other one is a guy and Im not going on a vacation alone with a guy as long as I have got a boyfriend.